domingo, 20 de dezembro de 2009

There's no point in being nuts if you can't have a little fun - (A Beautiful Mind)

Hello girls!
Well, unfortunately those last two weeks didn't went exactly as I planned (what a surprise¬¬). Monday (12/7) I ate a little bit more than the 200 calories, tuesday I did stay all day without food, wednesday and thursday I ate I guess 500 calories (and thursday I supposed to stay without food) and friday... oh boy, that was THE disaster day! But I was out of meds since monday, new ones had just arrived wednesday (12/9), so since then things are going a little bit better.
Last thursday (12/17) I went to a gathering with my bosses (some kind of happy hour), I SO wouldn't want to go! I just went 'cause if I didn't, it was make a bad impression, anyway, I went with a co-worker that I kind like, she's a nice girl. Do you guys have any idea where it was this happy hour? At a male strip club! For Christ's sake, I was SO, SO uncorfotable, not only by the fact that I'm not into those kind of places, but also because I was surrounded by all of my bosses (which by the way, are all females hehehehe) and I don't know how to act around them outside of work (and also because I dislike them alll¬¬). Anyway, I drank... a LOT! By that time, I was having sooo much fun... hahahahaha. I crashed on my co-worker's couch; only slept 3 ou 4 hours and then I had to go to work... But I guess that worth the experience. At least I didn't stay at home.
I supposed to go to a party and to a concert this last saturday . but as usual, I was feeling so fat and sad that I didn't went, I bailed on my friends or ex-friends, whatever...
But yesterday (sunday), I did some interesting things, I went to see the Henri Cartier-Bresson exhibition and it was FABULOUS! He inspired me so much! He's my favorite photographer ever! The way that he capture perfect and unique moments are undescritible!
I don't know what I'm gonna do about food plans for this week, I'll just try to do my best and that's what truly matters.
Even though I don't celebrate christmas, I wish you all amerry christmas, peace, love and hope!!!









"The most difficult thing for me is a portrait. You have to try and put your camera between the skin of a person and his shirt."
Henri Cartier-Bresson

Nenhum comentário: