a brand new beginning

Hey you guys!
How are you? I hope you all have a nice week!
So, last week things went pretty bad for me, but I decided to change things. Keep feeling sorry for myself is not going to help at all! It's a self-destructive attitude. It's my life and I deserve to be happy. Basically my plan for this week is intercalate a day without food with another eating just 200 calories.The problem is that I'm a compulsive eater, so it's really hard for me, but I'm taking some diet pills to help me out. So far things have been ok. I didn't eat all day! The trick thing will be tomorrow's 200 calories, because once food gets into my mouth... oh man, it's the apocalypse!
I would like to write more, but I got to hurry up. I'll promise to tell more about myself and I would love to know a little bit more about you guys as well :)
Perhaps I'm being foolish... keep trying to do something that might even be impossible, but I guess that I can't be satisfied with easier goals.

"They say it's the last song. They don't know us, you see. It's only the last song if we let it be"

who am i?

Brazilian girl.21 years old.addicted to Bowie.photographer.had anorexia.today she's bulimic and compulsive eater.huge fan of Fellini and Hitchcock. loves classic-old-noir-movies.compulsive reader.vegetarian. agoraphobic. loves to laugh.addicted to pills.wants to change the world but can't even change herself.loves art and good people.depressed.hasn't seen her best friends in 3 years.always has been addicted to red marlboro.wears red nail polish sometimes and always has an ambiguos look.


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Yeah it's pretty much it.
I've decided to make this blog, but the posts will be the same posts that I'll publish on LiveJournal, otherwise I'll get crazy hehehehe.

"In this big, epic movie - everyone is an extra"